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"Do you read your Bible?"

"Sometimes."

"With pleasure? Are you fond of it?"

"I like Revelations,and the book of Daniel,and Genesis and Samuel,and a little bit of Exodus,and some parts of Kings and Chronicles,and Job and Jonah."

"And the psalms? I hope you like them?"

"No,sir."

"No? oh,shocking! I have a little boy,younger than you,who knows six psalms by heart: and when you ask him which he would rather have,a gingerbread-nut to eat or a verse of a psalm to learn,he says: "Oh! the verse of a psalm! angels sing psalms;" says he,"I wish to be a little angel here below;" he then gets two nuts in repense for his infant piety."

"psalms are not interesting," I remarked.

"That proves you have a wicked heart; and you must pray to God to change it: to give you a new and clean one: to take away your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh."

I was about to propound a question,touching the manner in which that operation of changing my heart was to be performed,when Mrs. Reed interposed,telling me to sit down; she then proceeded to carry on the conversation herself.

"Mr. Brocklehurst,I believe I intimated in the letter which I wrote to you three weeks ago,that this little girl has not quite the character and disposition I could wish: should you admit her into Lowood school,I should be glad if the superintendent and teachers were requested to keep a strict eye on her,and,above all,to guard against her worst fault,a tendency to deceit. I mention this in your hearing,Jane,that you may not attempt to impose on Mr. Brocklehurst."

Well might I dread,well might I dislike Mrs. Reed; for it was her nature to wound me cruelly; never was I happy in her presence; however carefully I obeyed,however strenuously I strove to please her,my efforts were still repulsed and repaid by such sentences as the above. Now,uttered before a stranger,the accusation cut me to the heart; I dimly perceived that she was already obliterating hope from the new phase of existence which she destined me to enter; I felt,though I could not have expressed the feeling,that she was sowing aversion and unkindness along my future path; I saw myself transformed under Mr. Brocklehurst"s eye into an artful,noxious child,and what could I do to remedy the injury?

"Nothing,indeed," thought I,as I struggled to repress a sob,and hastily wiped away some tears,the impotent evidences of my anguish.