"No,Bessie; I have only just finished dusting."
"Troublesome,careless child! and what are you doing now? You look quite red,as if you have been about some mischief: what were you opening the window for?"
I was spared the trouble of answering,for Bessie seemed in too great a hurry to listen to explanations; she hauled me to the washstand,inflicted a merciless,but happily brief scrub on my face and hands with soap,water,and a coarse towel; disciplined my head with a bristly brush,denuded me of my pinafore,and then hurrying me to the top of the stairs,bid me go down directly,as I was wanted in the breakfast-room.
I would have asked who wanted me: I would have demanded if Mrs. Reed was there; but Bessie was already gone,and had closed the nursery-door upon me. I slowly descended. For nearly three months,I had never been called to Mrs. Reed"s presence; restricted so long to the nursery,the breakfast,dining,and drawing-rooms were bee for me awful regions,on which it dismayed me to intrude.
I now stood in the empty hall; before me was the breakfast-room door,and I stopped,intimidated and trembling. What a miserable little poltroon had fear,engendered of unjust puni//shment,made of me in those days! I feared to return to the nursery,and feared to go forward to the parlour; ten minutes I stood in agitated hesitation; the vehement ringing of the breakfast-room bell decided me; I must enter.
"Who could want me?" I asked inwardly,as with both hands I turned the stiff door-handle,which,for a second or two,resisted my efforts. "What should I see besides Aunt Reed in the apartment?- a man or a woman?" The handle turned,the door unclosed,and passing through and curtseying low,I looked up at- a black pillar!- such,at least,appeared to me,at first sight,the straight,narrow,sable-clad shape standing erect on the rug: the grim face at the top was like a carved mask,placed above the shaft by way of capital.