"Let me alone," was the answer.
John withdrew without having observed me. Mr. Rochester now tried to walk about: vainly,- all was too uncertain. He groped his way back to the house,and,re-entering it,closed the door.
I now drew near and knocked: John"s wife opened for me. "Mary," I said,"how are you?"
She started as if she had seen a ghost: I calmed her. To her hurried "Is it really you,miss,e at this late hour to this lonely place?" I answered by taking her hand; and then I followed her into the kitchen,where John now sat by a good fire. I explained to them,in a few words,that I had heard all which had happened since I left Thornfield,and that I was e to see Mr. Rochester. I asked John to go down to the turnpike-house,where I had dismissed the chaise,and bring my trunk,which I had left there: and then,while I removed my bonnet and shawl,I questioned Mary as to whether I could be acmodated at the Manor House for the night; and finding that arrangements to that effect,though difficult,would not be impossible,I informed her I should stay. just at this moment the parlour-bell rang.
"When you go in," said I,"tell your master that a person wishes to speak to him,but do not give my name."
"I don"t think he will see you," she answered; "he refuses everybody."
When she returned,I inquired what he had said.
"You are to send in your name and your business," she replied.
She then proceeded to fill a glass with water,and place it on a tray,together with candles.
"Is that what he rang for?" I asked.