"I thought you would be revolted,Jane,when you saw my arm,and my cicatrised visage."
"Did you? Don"t tell me so- lest I should say something disparaging to your judgment. Now,let me leave you an instant,to make a better fire,and have the hearth swept up. Can you tell when there is a good fire?"
"Yes; with the right eye I see a glow- a ruddy haze."
"And you see the candles?"
"Very dimly- each is a luminous cloud."
"Can you see me?"
"No,my fairy: but I am only too thankful to hear and feel you."
"When do you take supper?"
"I never take supper."
"But you shall have some to-night. I am hungry: so are you,I daresay,only you forget."
Summoning Mary,I soon had the room in more cheerful order: I prepared him,likewise,a fortable repast. My spirits were excited,and with pleasure and ease I talked to him during supper,and for a long time after. There was no harassing restraint,no repressing of glee and vivacity with him; for with him I was at perfect ease,because I knew I suited him; all I said or did seemed either to console or revive him. Delightful consciousness! It brought to life and light my whole nature: in his presence I thoroughly lived; and he lived in mine. Blind as he was,smiles played over his face,joy dawned on his forehead: his lineaments softened and warmed.
After supper,he began to ask me many questions,of where I had been,what I had been doing,how I had found him out; but I gave him only very partial replies: it was too late to enter into particulars that night. Besides,I wished to touch no deep-thrilling chord- to open no fresh well of emotion in his heart: my sole present aim was to cheer him. Cheered,as I have said,he was: and yet but by fits. If a moment"s silence broke the conversation,he would turn restless,touch me,then say,"Jane."
"You are altogether a human being,Janet? You are certain of that?"