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Startled at being thus addressed,I did not immediately reply: after a moment"s hesitation I answered-

"But are you sure you are not in the position of those conquerors whose triumphs have cost them too dear? Would not such another ruin you?"

"I think not; and if I were,it does not much signify; I shall never be called upon to contend for such another. The event of the conflict is decisive: my way is now clear; I thank God for it!" So saying,he returned to his papers and his silence.

As our mutual happiness (i.e.,Diana"s,Mary"s,and mine) settled into a quieter character,and we resumed our usual habits and regular studies,St. John stayed more at home: he sat with us in the same room,sometimes for hours together. While Mary drew,Diana pursued a course of encyclopaedic reading she had (to my awe and amazement) undertaken,and I fagged away at German,he pondered a mystic lore of his own: that of some Eastern tongue,the acquisition of which he thought necessary to his plans.

Thus engaged,he appeared,sitting in his own recess,quiet and absorbed enough; but that blue eye of his had a habit of leaving the outlandish-looking grammar,and wandering over,and sometimes fixing upon us,his fellow-students,with a curious intensity of observation: if caught,it would be instantly withdrawn; yet ever and anon,it returned searchingly to our table. I wondered what it meant: I wondered,too,at the punctual satisfaction he never failed to exhibit on an occasion that seemed to me of small moment,namely,my weekly visit to Morton school; and still more was I puzzled when,if the day was unfavourable,if there was snow,or rain,or high wind,and his sisters urged me not to go,he would invariably make light of their solicitude,and encourage me to acplish the task without regard to the elements.

"Jane is not such a weakling as you would make her," he would say: "she can bear a mountain blast,or a shower,or a few flakes of snow,as well as any of us. Her constitution is both sound and elastic;- better calculated to endure variations of climate than many more robust."