"I see you and St. John have been quarrelling,Jane," said Diana,"during your walk on the moor. But go after him; he is now lingering in the passage expecting you- he will make it up."
I have not much pride under such circumstances: I would always rather be happy than dignified; and I ran after him- he stood at the foot of the stairs.
"Good-night,St. John," said I.
"Good-night,Jane," he replied calmly.
"Then shake hands," I added.
What a cold,loose touch he impressed on my fingers! He was deeply displeased by what had occurred that day; cordiality would not warm,nor tears move him. No happy reconciliation was to be had with him- no cheering smile or generous word: but still the Christian was patient and placid; and when I asked him if he forgave me,he answered that he was not in the habit of cherishing the remembrance of vexation; that he had nothing to forgive,not having been offended.
And with that answer he left me. I would much rather he had knocked me down.