"Don"t talk any more of those days,sir," I interrupted,furtively dashing away some tears from my eyes; his language was torture to me; for I knew what I must do- and do soon- and these reminiscences,and these revelations of his feelings,only made my work more difficult.
"No,Jane," he returned: "what necessity is there to dwell on the past,when the present is so much surer- the Future so much brighter?"
I shuddered to hear the infatuated assertion.
"You see now how the case stands- do you not?" he continued. "After a youth and manhood passed half in unutterable misery and half in dreary solitude,I have for the first time found what I can truly love- I have found you. You are my sympathy- my better self- my good angel. I am bound to you with a strong attachment. I think you good,gifted,lovely: a fervent,a solemn passion is conceived in my heart; it leans to you,draws you to my centre and spring of life,wraps my existence about you,and,kindling in pure,powerful flame,fuses you and me in one.
"It was because I felt and knew this,that I resolved to marry you.