"My brother in the interval was dead,and at the end of the four years my father died too. I was rich enough now- yet poor to hideous indigence: a nature the most gross,impure,depraved I ever saw,was associated with mine,and called by the law and by society a part of me. And I could not rid myself of it by any legal proceedings: for the doctors now discovered that my wife was mad- her excesses had prematurely developed the germs of insanity. Jane,you don"t like my narrative; you look almost sick- shall I defer the rest to another day?"
"No,sir,finish it now; I pity you- I do earnestly pity you."
"pity,Jane,from some people is a noxious and insulting sort of tribute,which one is justified in hurling back in the teeth of those who offer it; but that is the sort of pity native to callous,selfish hearts; it is a hybrid,egotistical pain at hearing of woes,crossed with ignorant contempt for those who have endured them. But that is not your pity,Jane; it is not the feeling of which your whole face is full at this moment- with which your eyes are now almost overflowing- with which your heart is heaving- with which your hand is trembling in mine. Your pity,my darling,is the suffering mother of love: its anguish is the very natal pang of the divine passion. I accept it,Jane; let the daughter have free advent- my arms wait to receive her."
"Now,sir,proceed; what did you do when you found she was mad?"