"No,no,sir; besides the delicacy and richness of the fabric,I found nothing save Fairfax Rochester"s pride; and that did not scare me,because I am used to the sight of the demon. But,sir,as it grew dark,the wind rose: it blew yesterday evening,not as it blows now- wild and high- but "with a sullen,moaning sound" far more eerie.
I wished you were at home. I came into this room,and the sight of the empty chair and fireless hearth chilled me. For some time after I went to bed,I could not sleep- a sense of anxious excitement distressed me. The gale still rising,seemed to my ear to muffle a mournful under-sound; whether in the house or abroad I could not at first tell,but it recurred,doubtful yet doleful at every lull; at last I made out it must be some dog howling at a distance. I was glad when it ceased. On sleeping,I continued in dreams the idea of a dark and gusty night. I continued also the wish to be with you,and experienced a strange,regretful consciousness of some barrier dividing us. During all my first sleep,I was following the windings of an unknown road; total obscurity environed me; rain pelted me; I was burdened with the charge of a little child: a very small creature,too young andfeeble to walk,and which shivered in my cold arms,and wailed piteously in my ear. I thought,sir,that you were on the road a long way before me; and I strained every nerve to overtake you,and made effort on effort to utter your name and entreat you to stop- but my movements were fettered,and my voice still died away inarticulate; while you,I felt,withdrew farther and farther every moment."
"And these dreams weigh on your spirits now,Jane,when I am close to you? Little nervous subject! Forget visionary woe,and think only of real happiness! You say you love me,Janet: yes- I will not forget that; and you cannot deny it. Those words did not die inarticulate on your lips. I heard them clear and soft: a thought too solemn perhaps,but sweet as music- "I think it is a glorious thing to have the hope of living with you,Edward,because I love you." Do you love me,Jane?- repeat it."