I sat down near him,but told him I could not eat.
"Is it because you have the prospect of a journey before you,Jane?
Is it the thoughts of going to London that takes away your appetite?"
"I cannot see my prospects clearly to-night,sir; and I hardly know what thoughts I have in my head. Everything in life seems unreal."
"Except me: I am substantial enough- touch me."
"You,sir,are the most phantom-like of all: you are a mere dream."
He held out his hand,laughing. "Is that a dream?" said he,placing it close to my eyes. He had a rounded,muscular,and vigorous hand,as well as a long,strong arm.
"Yes; though I touch it,it is a dream," said I,as I put it down from before my face. "Sir,have you finished supper?"
"Yes,Jane."
I rang the bell and ordered away the tray. When we were again alone,I stirred the fire,and then took a low seat at my master"s knee.
"It is near midnight," I said.
"Yes: but remember,Jane,you promised to wake with me the night before my wedding."
"I did; and I will keep my promise,for an hour or two at least: I have no wish to go to bed."
"Are all your arrangements plete?"
"All,sir."
"And on my part likewise," he returned,"I have settled everything; and we shall leave Thornfield to-morrow,within half an hour after our return from church."
"Very well,sir."
"With what an extraordinary smile you uttered that word- "very well," Jane! What a bright spot of colour you have on each cheek! and how strangely your eyes glitter! Are you well?"
"I believe I am."