"How is Mrs. Reed?" I asked soon,looking calmly at Georgiana,who thought fit to bridle at the direct address,as if it were an unexpected liberty.
"Mrs. Reed? Ah,mama,you mean; she is extremely poorly: I doubt if you can see her to-night."
"If," said I,"you would just step upstairs and tell her I am e,I should be much obliged to you."
Georgiana almost started,and she opened her blue eyes wild and wide. "I know she had a particular wish to see me," I added,"and I would not defer attending to her desire longer than is absolutely necessary."
"Mama dislikes being disturbed in an evening," remarked Eliza. I soon rose,quietly took off my bonnet and gloves,uninvited,and said I would just step out to Bessie- who was,I dared say,in the kitchen- and ask her to ascertain whether Mrs. Reed was disposed to receive me or not to-night. I went,and having found Bessie and despatched her on my errand,I proceeded to take further measures.
It had heretofore been my habit always to shrink from arrogance: received as I had been to-day,I should,a year ago,have resolved to quit Gateshead the very next morning; now,it was disclosed to me all at once that that would be a foolish plan. I had taken a journey of a hundred miles to see my aunt,and I must stay with her till she was better- or dead: as to her daughters" pride or folly,I must put it on one side,make myself independent of it. So I addressed the housekeeper; asked her to show me a room,told her I should probably be a visitor here for a week or two,had my trunk conveyed to my chamber,and followed it thither myself: I met Bessie on the landing.
"Missis is awake," said she; "I have told her you are here: e and let us see if she will know you."