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MR. ROCHESTER did,on a future occasion,explain it. It was one afternoon,when he chanced to meet me and Adele in the grounds: and while she played with pilot and her shuttlecock,he asked me to walk up and down a long beech avenue within sight of her.

He then said that she was the daughter of a French opera-dancer,Celine Varens,towards whom he had once cherished what he called a "grande passion." This passion Celine had professed to return with even superior ardour. He thought himself her idol,ugly as he was: he believed,as he said,that she preferred his "taille d"athlete" to the elegance of the Apollo Belvidere.

"And,Miss Eyre,so much was I flattered by this preference of the Gallic sylph for her British gnome,that I installed her in an hotel; gave her a plete establishment of servants,a carriage,cashmeres,diamonds,dentelles,etc. In short,I began the process of ruining myself in the received style,like any other spoony. I had not,it seems,the originality to chalk out a new road to shame and destruction,but trode the old track with stupid exactness not to deviate an inch from the beaten centre. I had- as I deserved to have- the fate of all other spoonies. Happening to call one evening when Celine did not expect me,I found her out; but it was a warm night,and I was tired with strolling through paris,so I sat down in her boudoir; happy to breathe the air consecrated so lately by her presence. No,- I exaggerate; I never thought there was any consecrating virtue about her: it was rather a sort of pastille perfume she had left; a scent of musk and amber,than an odour of sanctity. I was just beginning to stifle with the fumes of conservatory flowers and sprinkled essences,when I bethought myself to open the window and step out on to the balcony. It was moonlight and gaslight besides,and very still and serene. The balcony was furnished with a chair or two; I sat down,and took out a cigar,- I will take one now,if you will excuse me."

Here ensued a pause,filled up by the producing and lighting of a cigar; having placed it to his lips and breathed a trail of Havannah incense on the freezing and sunless air,he went on- "I liked bonbons too in those days,Miss Eyre,and I was croquant- (overlook the barbarism)- croquant chocolate fits,and smoking alternately,watching meantime the equipages that rolled along the fashionable streets towards the neighbouring opera-house,when in an elegant close carriage drawn by a beautiful pair of English horses,and distinctly seen in the brilliant city-night,I recognised the "voiture" I had given Celine. She was returning: of course my heart thumped with impatience against the iron rails I leant upon. The carriage stopped,as I had expected,at the hotel door; my flame (that is the very word for an opera inamorata) alighted: though muffled in a cloak- an unnecessary encumbrance,by the bye,on so warm a June evening- I knew her instantly by her little foot,seen peeping from the skirt of her dress,as she skipped from the carriage step. Bending over the balcony,I was about to murmur "Mon ange"- in a tone,of course,which should be audible to the ear of love alone- when a figure jumped from the carriage after her; cloaked also; but that was a spurred heel which had rung on the pavement,and that was a hatted head which now passed under the arched porte cochere of the hotel.