"Of my final re-transformation from India-rubber back to flesh?"
"Decidedly he has had too much wine," I thought; and I did not know what answer to make to his queer question: how could I tell whether he was capable of being re-transformed?
"You looked very much puzzled,Miss Eyre; and though you are not pretty any more than I am handsome,yet a puzzled air bees you; besides,it is convenient,for it keeps those searching eyes of yours away from my physiognomy,and busies them with the worsted flowers of the rug; so puzzle on. Young lady,I am disposed to be gregarious and municative tonight."
With this announcement he rose from his chair,and stood,leaning his arm on the marble mantelpiece: in that attitude his shape was seen plainly as well as his face; his unusual breadth of chest,disproportionate almost to his length of limb. I am sure most people would have thought him an ugly man; yet there was so much unconscious pride in his port; so much ease in his demeanour; such a look of plete indifference to his own external appearance; so haughty a reliance on the power of other qualities,intrinsic or adventitious,to atone for the lack of mere personal attractiveness,that,in looking at him,one inevitably shared the indifference,and,even in a blind,imperfect sense,put faith in the confidence.
"I am disposed to be gregarious and municative tonight," he repeated,"and that is why I sent for you: the fire and the chandelier were not sufficient pany for me; nor would pilot have been,for none of these can talk. Adele is a degree better,but still far below the mark; Mrs. Fairfax ditto; you,I am persuaded,can suit me if you will: you puzzled me the first evening I invited you down here.
I have almost forgotten you since: other ideas have driven yours from my head; but to-night I am resolved to be at ease; to dismiss what importunes,and recall what pleases. It would please me now to draw you out- to learn more of you- therefore speak."