"I know it well; therefore I proceed almost as freely as if I were writing my thoughts in a diary. You would say，I should have been superior to circumstances; so I should- so I should; but you see I was not. When fate wronged me，I had not the wisdom to remain cool: I turned desperate; then I degenerated. Now，when any vicious simpleton excites my disgust by his paltry ribaldry，I cannot flatter myself that I am better than he: I am forced to confess that he and I are on a level. I wish I had stood firm- God knows I do!

Dread remorse when you are tempted to err，Miss Eyre; remorse is the poison of life."

"Repentance is said to be its cure，sir."

"It is not its cure. Reformation may be its cure; and I could reform- I have strength yet for that- if- but where is the use of thinking of it，hampered，burdened，cursed as I am? Besides，since happiness is irrevocably denied me，I have a right to get pleasure out of life: and I will get it，cost what it may."

"Then you will degenerate still more，sir."

"possibly: yet why should I，if I can get sweet，fresh pleasure? And I may get it as sweet and fresh as the wild honey the bee gathers on the moor."

"It will sting- it will taste bitter，sir."

"How do you know?- you never tried it. How very serious- how very solemn you look: and you are as ignorant of the matter as this cameo head" (taking one from the mantelpiece). "You have no right to preach to me，you neophyte，that have not passed the porch of life，and are absolutely unacquainted with its mysteries."

"I only remind you of your own words，sir: you said error brought remorse，and you pronounced remorse the poison of existence."