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"Everybody,Jane? Why,there are only eighty people who have heard you called so,and the world contains hundreds of millions."

"But what have I to do with millions? The eighty,I know,despise me."

"Jane,you are mistaken: probably not one in the school either despises or dislikes you: many,I am sure,pity you much."

"How can they pity me after what Mr. Brocklehurst has said?"

"Mr. Brocklehurst is not a god: nor is he even a great and admired man; he is little liked here; he never took steps to make himself liked. Had he treated you as an especial favourite,you would have found enemies,declared or covert,all around you; as it is,the greater number would offer you sympathy if they dared.

Teachers and pupils may look coldly on you for a day or two,but friendly feelings are concealed in their hearts; and if you persevere in doing well,these feelings will ere long appear so much the more evidently for their temporary suppression. Besides,Jane"- she paused.

"Well,Helen?" said I,putting my hand into hers: she chafed my fingers gently to warm them,and went on-"If all the world hated you,and believed you wicked,while your own conscience approved you,and absolved you from guilt,you would not be without friends."

"No; I know I should think well of myself; but that is not enough: if others don"t love me I would rather die than live- I cannot bear to be solitary and hated,Helen. Look here; to gain some real affection from you,or Miss Temple,or any other whom I truly love,I would willingly submit to have the bone of my arm broken,or to let a bull toss me,or to stand behind a kicking horse,and let it dash its hoof at my chest-"

"Hush,Jane! you think too much of the love of human beings; you are too impulsive,too vehement; the sovereign hand that created your frame,and put life into it,has provided you with other resources than your feeble self,or than creatures feeble as you.