ERE the half-hour ended,five o"clock struck; school was dismissed,and all were gone into the refectory to tea. I now ventured to descend: it was deep dusk; I retired into a corner and sat down on the floor. The spell by which I had been so far supported began to dissolve; reaction took place,and soon,so overwhelming was the grief that seized me,I sank prostrate with my face to the ground. Now I wept: Helen Burns was not here; nothing sustained me; left to myself I abandoned myself,and my tears watered the boards. I had meant to be so good,and to do so much at Lowood: to make so many friends,to earn respect and win affection. Already I had made visible progress; that very morning I had reached the head of my class; Miss Miller had praised me warmly; Miss Temple had smiled approbation; she had promised to teach me drawing,and to let me learn French,if I continued to make similar improvement two months longer: and then I was well received by my fellow-pupils; treated as an equal by those of my own age,and not molested by any; now,here I lay again crushed and trodden on; and could I ever rise more?
"Never," I thought; and ardently I wished to die. While sobbing out this wish in broken accents,some one approached: I started up- again Helen Burns was near me; the fading fires just showed her ing up the long,vacant room; she brought my coffee and bread.
"e,eat something," she said; but I put both away from me,feeling as if a drop or a crumb would have choked me in my present condition. Helen regarded me,probably with surprise: I could not now abate my agitation,though I tried hard; I continued to weep aloud. She sat down on the ground near me,embraced her knees with her arms,and rested her head upon them; in that attitude she remained silent as an Indian. I was the first who spoke-
"Helen,why do you stay with a girl whom everybody believes to be a liar?"