At breakfast I announced to Diana and Mary that I was going a journey,and should be absent at least four days.
"Alone,Jane?" they asked.
"Yes; it was to see or hear news of a friend about whom I had for some time been uneasy."
They might have said,as I have no doubt they thought,that they had believed me to be without any friends save them: for,indeed,I had often said so; but,with their true natural delicacy,they abstained from ment,except that Diana asked me if I was sure I was well enough to travel. I looked very pale,she observed. I replied,that nothing ailed me save anxiety of mind,which I hoped soon to alleviate.
It was easy to make my further arrangements; for I was troubled with no inquiries- no surmises. Having once explained to them that I could not now be explicit about my plans,they kindly and wisely acquiesced in the silence with which I pursued them,according to me the privilege of free action I should under similar circumstances have accorded them.
I left Moor House at three o"clock p.M.,and soon after four I stood at the foot of the sign-post of Whitcross,waiting the arrival of the coach which was to take me to distant Thornfield. Amidst the silence of those solitary roads and desert hills,I heard it approach from a great distance. It was the same vehicle whence,a year ago,I had alighted one summer evening on this very spot- how desolate,and hopeless,and objectless! It stopped as I beckoned. I entered- not now obliged to part with my whole fortune as the price of its acmodation. Once more on the road to Thornfield,I felt like the messenger-pigeon flying home.
It was a journey of six-and-thirty hours. I had set out from Whitcross on a Tuesday afternoon,and early on the succeeding Thursday morning the coach stopped to water the horses at a wayside inn,situated in the midst of scenery whose green hedges and large fields and low pastoral hills (how mild of feature and verdant of hue pared with the stern North-Midland moors of Morton!) met my eye like the lineaments of a once familiar face. Yes,I knew the character of this landscape: I was sure we were near my bourne.