"I only want an easy mind,sir; not crushed by crowded obligations.
Do you remember what you said of Celine Varens?- of the diamonds,the cashmeres you gave her? I will not be your English Celine Varens. I shall continue to act as Adele"s governess; by that I shall earn my board and lodging,and thirty pounds a year besides.
I"ll furnish my own wardrobe out of that money,and you shall give me nothing but-"
"Well,but what?"
"Your regard; and if I give you mine in return,that debt will be quit."
hT-INDENT: 2em">"Well,for cool native impudence and pure innate pride,you haven"t your equal," said he. We were now approaching Thornfield. "Will it please you to dine with me to-day?" he asked,as we re-entered the gates.
"No,thank you,sir."
"And what for,"no,thank you?" if one may inquire."
"I never have dined with you,sir: and I see no reason why I should now: till-"
"Till what? You delight in half-phrases."
"Till I can"t help it."
"Do you suppose I eat like an ogre or a ghoul,that you dread being the panion of my repast?"
"I have formed no supposition on the subject,sir; but I want to go on as usual for another month."
"You will give up your governessing slavery at once."
"Indeed,begging your pardon,sir,I shall not. I shall just go on with it as usual. I shall keep out of your way all day,as I have been accustomed to do: you may send for me in the evening,when you feel disposed to see me,and I"ll e then; but at no other time."
"I want a smoke,Jane,or a pinch of snuff,to fort me under all this,"pour me donner une contenance," as Adele would say; and unfortunately I have neither my cigar-case nor my snuff-box. But listen- whisper. It is your time now,little tyrant,but it will be mine presently; and when once I have fairly seized you,to have and to hold,I"ll just- figuratively speaking- attach you to a chain like this" (touching his watch-guard). "Yes,bonny wee thing,I"ll wear you in my bosom,lest my jewel I should tyne."