"Qu"avez-vous，mademoiselle?" said she. "Vos doigts tremblent me la feuille，et vos joues sont rouges: mais，rouges me des cerises!" "I am hot，Adele，with stooping!" She went on sketching; I went on thinking.

I hastened to drive from my mind the hateful notion I had been conceiving respecting Grace poole; it disgusted me. I pared myself with her，and found we were different. Bessie Leaven had said I was quite a lady; and she spoke truth- I was a lady. And now I looked much better than I did when Bessie saw me; I had more colour and more flesh，more life，more vivacity，because I had brighter hopes and keener enjoyments.

"Evening approaches," said I，as I looked towards the window. "I have never heard Mr. Rochester"s voice or step in the house to-day; but surely I shall see him before night: I feared the meeting in the morning; now I desire it，because expectation has been so long baffled that it is grown impatient."

When dusk actually closed，and when Adele left me to go and play in the nursery with Sophie，I did most keenly desire it. I listened for the bell to ring below; I listened for Leah ing up with a message; I fancied sometimes I heard Mr. Rochester"s own tread，and I turned to the door，expecting it to open and admit him. The door remained shut; darkness only came in through the window. Still it was not late; he often sent for me at seven and eight o"clock，and it was yet but six. Surely I should not be wholly disappointed to-night，when I had so many things to say to him! I wanted again to introduce the subject of Grace poole，and to hear what he would answer; I wanted to ask him plainly if he really believed it was she who had made last night"s hideous attempt; and if so，why he kept her wickedness a secret. It little mattered whether my curiosity irritated him; I knew the pleasure of vexing and soothing him by turns; it was one I chiefly delighted in，and a sure instinct always prevented me from going too far; beyond the verge of provocation I never ventured; on the extreme brink I liked well to try my skill.

Retaining every minute form of respect，every propriety of my station，I could still meet him in argument without fear or uneasy restraint; this suited both him and me.