I could not tell: nothing answered me; I then ordered my brain to find a response,and quickly. It worked and worked faster: I felt the pulses throb in my head and temples; but for nearly an hour it worked in chaos; and no result came of its efforts. Feverish with vain labour,I got up and took a turn in the room; undrew the curtain,noted a star or two,shivered with cold,and again crept to bed.
A kind fairy,in my absence,had surely dropped the required suggestion on my pillow; for as I lay down,it came quietly and naturally to my mind:- "Those who want situations advertise; you "How? I know nothing about advertising."
Replies rose smooth and prompt now:-
"You must enclose the advertisement and the money to pay for it under a cover directed to the editor of the Herald; you must put it,the first opportunity you have,into the post at Lowton; answers must be addressed to J. E.,at the post-office there; you can go and inquire in about a week after you send your letter,if any are e,and act accordingly."
This scheme I went over twice,thrice; it was then digested in my mind; I had it in a clear practical form: I felt satisfied,and fell asleep.
With earliest day,I was up: I had my advertisement written,enclosed,and directed before the bell rang to rouse the school; it ran thus:-
"A young lady accustomed to tuition" (had I not been a teacher two years?) "is desirous of meeting with a situation in a private family where the children are under fourteen" (I thought that as I was barely eighteen,it would not do to undertake the guidance of pupils nearer my own age). "She is qualified to teach the usual branches of a good English education,together with French,Drawing,and Music" (in those days,reader,this now narrow catalogue of acplishments,would have been held tolerably prehensive).