I pronounced his name,offering him at the same time my hand: he took it,smiling and saying,"We shall do very well by and by." Then he laid me down,and addressing Bessie,charged her to be very careful that I was not disturbed during the night. Having given some further directions,and intimated that he should call again the next day,he departed; to my grief: I felt so sheltered and befriended while he sat in the chair near my pillow; and as he closed the door after him,all the room darkened and my heart again sank: inexpressible sadness weighed it down.
"Do you feel as if you should sleep,Miss?" asked Bessie,rather softly.
Scarcely dared I answer her; for I feared the next sentence might be rough. "I will try."
"Would you like to drink,or could you eat anything?"
"No,thank you,Bessie."
"Then I think I shall go to bed,for it is past twelve o"clock; but you may call me if you want anything in the night." Wonderful civility this! It emboldened me to ask a question.
"Bessie,what is the matter with me? Am I ill?"
"You fell sick,I suppose,in the red-room with crying; you"ll be better soon,no doubt."
Bessie went into the housemaid"s apartment,which was near. I heard her say-
"Sarah,e and sleep with me in the nursery; I daren"t for my life be alone with that poor child tonight: she might die; it"s such a strange thing she should have that fit: I wonder if she saw anything. Missis was rather too hard."
Sarah came back with her; they both went to bed; they were whispering together for half an hour before they fell asleep. I caught scraps of their conversation,from which I was able only too distinctly to infer the main subject discussed.