"And what did he say? Who has his letters?"
"Mr. Briggs intimates that the answer to his application was not from Mr. Rochester,but from a lady: it is signed "Alice Fairfax.""
I felt cold and dismayed: my worst fears then were probably true: he had in all probability left England and rushed in reckless desperation to some former haunt on the Continent. And what opiate for his severe sufferings- what object for his strong passions- had he sought there? I dared not answer the question. Oh,my poor master- once almost my husband- whom I had often called "my dear Edward!"
"He must have been a bad man," observed Mr. Rivers.
"You don"t know him- don"t pronounce an opinion upon him," I said,with warmth.
"Very well," he answered quietly: "and indeed my head is otherwise occupied than with him: I have my tale to finish. Since you won"t ask the governess"s name,I must tell it of my own accord.
Stay! I have it here- it is always more satisfactory to see important points written down,fairly mitted to black and white."
And the pocket-book was again deliberately produced,opened,sought through; from one of its partments was extracted a shabby slip of paper,hastily torn off: I recognised in its texture and its stains of ultra-marine,and lake,and vermilion,the ravished margin of the portrait-cover. He got up,held it close to my eyes: and I read,traced in Indian ink,in my own handwriting,the words "JANE EYRE"- the work doubtless of some moment of abstraction.
"Briggs wrote to me of a Jane Eyre:" he said,"the advertisements demanded a Jane Eyre: I knew a Jane Elliott.- I confess I had my suspicions,but it was only yesterday afternoon they were at once resolved into certainty. You own the name and renounce the alias?"
"Yes- yes; but where is Mr. Briggs? He perhaps knows more of Mr. Rochester than you do."