"You are too inquisitive,St. John," murmured Mary in a low voice; but he leaned over the table and required an answer by a second firm and piercing look.
"The name of the place where,and of the person with whom I lived,is my secret," I replied concisely.
"Which,if you like,you have,in my opinion,a right to keep,both from St. John and every other questioner," remarked Diana.
"Yet if I know nothing about you or your history,I cannot help you," he said. "And you need help,do you not?"
"I need it,and I seek it so far,sir,that some true philanthropist will put me in the way of getting work which I can do,and the remuneration for which will keep me,if but in the barest necessaries of life."
"I know not whether I am a true philanthropist; yet I am willing to aid you to the utmost of my power in a purpose so honest. First,then,tell me what you have been accustomed to do,and what you can do."
I had now swallowed my tea. I was mightily refreshed by the beverage; as much so as a giant with wine: it gave new tone to my unstrung nerves,and enabled me to address this penetrating young judge steadily.
"Mr. Rivers," I said,turning to him,and looking at him,as he looked at me,openly and without diffidence,"you and your sisters have done me a great service- the greatest man can do his fellow-being; you have rescued me,by your noble hospitality,from death. This benefit conferred gives you an unlimited claim on my gratitude,and a claim,to a certain extent,on my confidence. I will tell you as much of the history of the wanderer you have harboured,as I can tell without promising my own peace of mind- my own security,moral and physical,and that of others.
"I am an orphan,the daughter of a clergyman. My parents died before I could know them. I was brought up a dependant; educated in a charitable institution. I will even tell you the name of the establishment,where I passed six years as a pupil,and two as a Mr. Rivers?- the Rev. Robert Brocklehurst is the treasurer."