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"Jane,are you ready?"

I rose. There were no groomsmen,no bridesmaids,no relatives to wait for or marshal: none but Mr. Rochester and I. Mrs. Fairfax stood in the hall as we passed. I would fain have spoken to her,but my hand was held by a grasp of iron: I was hurried along by a stride I could hardly follow; and to look at Mr. Rochester"s face was to feel that not a second of delay would be tolerated for any purpose. I wonder what other bridegroom ever looked as he did- so bent up to a purpose,so grimly resolute: or who,under such steadfast brows,ever revealed such flaming and flashing eyes.

I know not whether the day was fair or foul; in descending the drive,I gazed neither on sky nor earth: my heart was with my eyes; and both seemed migrated into Mr. Rochester"s frame. I wanted to see the invisible thing on which,as we went along,he appeared to fasten a glance fierce and fell. I wanted to feel the thoughts whose force he seemed breasting and resisting.

At the churchyard wicket he stopped: he discovered I was quite out of breath. "Am I cruel in my love?" he said. "Delay an instant: lean on me,Jane."

And now I can recall the picture of the grey old house of God rising calm before me,of a rook wheeling round the steeple,of a ruddy morning sky beyond. I remember something,too,of the green grave-mounds; and I have not forgotten,either,two figures of strangers straying amongst the low hillocks and reading the mementoes graven on the few mossy head-stones. I noticed them,because,as they saw us,they passed round to the back of the church; and I doubted not they were going to enter by the side-aisle door and witness the ceremony. By Mr. Rochester they were not observed; he was earnestly looking at my face,from which the blood had,I daresay,momentarily fled: for I felt my forehead dewy,and my cheeks and lips cold. When I rallied,which I soon did,he walked gently with me up the path to the porch.

We entered the quiet and humble temple; the priest waited in his white surplice at the lowly altar,the clerk beside him. All was still: two shadows only moved in a remote corner. My conjecture had been correct: the strangers had slipped in before us,and they now stood by the vault of the Rochesters,their backs towards us,viewing through the rails the old times-stained marble tomb,where a kneeling angel guarded the remains of Damer de Rochester,slain at Marston Moor in the time of the civil wars,and of Elizabeth,his wife.