If she had managed the victory at once，and he had yielded and sincerely laid his heart at her feet，I should have covered my face，turned to the wall，and (figuratively) have died to them. If Miss Ingram had been a good and noble woman，endowed with force，fervour，kindness，sense，I should have had one vital struggle with two tigers- jealousy and despair: then，my heart torn out and devoured，I should have admired her- acknowledged her excellence，and been quiet for the rest of my days: and the more absolute her superiority，the deeper would have been my admiration- the more truly tranquil my quiescence. But as matters really stood，to watch Miss Ingram"s efforts at fascinating Mr. Rochester，to witness their repeated failure- herself unconscious that they did fail; vainly fancying that each shaft launched hit the mark，and infatuatedly pluming herself on success，when her pride and self-placency repelled further and further what she wished to allure- to witness this，was to be at once under ceaseless excitation and ruthless restraint.

Because，when she failed，I saw how she might have succeeded.

Arrows that continually glanced off from Mr. Rochester"s breast and fell harmless at his feet，might，I knew，if shot by a surer hand，have quivered keen in his proud heart- have called love into his stern eye，and softness into his sardonic face; or，better still，without weapons a silent conquest might have been won.

"Why can she not influence him more，when she is privileged to draw so near to him?" I asked myself. "Surely she cannot truly like him，or not like him with true affection! If she did，she need not coin her smiles so lavishly，flash her glances so unremittingly，manufacture airs so elaborate，graces so multitudinous. It seems to me that she might，by merely sitting quietly at his side，saying little and looking less，get nigher his heart. I have seen in his face a far different expression from that which hardens it now while she is so vivaciously accosting him; but then it came of itself: it was not elicited by meretricious arts and calculated manoeuvres; and one had but to accept it- to answer what he asked without pretension，to address him when needful without grimace- and it increased and grew kinder and more genial，and warmed one like a fostering sunbeam. How will she manage to please him when they are married? I do not think she will manage it; and yet it might be managed; and his wife might，I verily believe，be the very happiest woman the sun shines on."